Anan B's
ADC
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My Grandmother (Nan) had died 3 days before the experience and I was very close to her. When she died, I asked to be alone with the body for a few moments. During that time, I sang her a song as a parting gift. On the third day after she died, I went to sleep and had a dream so vivid that I can still recall the details clearly today.
In the dream I felt completely disembodied. I was floating in the middle of
the living room. My Mum and brother (who are both alive) were sitting
watching the TV. I could see my Nan in the kitchen making something. The kitchen
and living room were connected by a hatch that was a square hole in the wall
about 4 feet off the ground. I turned to my Mum and said 'Nan is alive.' My mum
said 'No.' My brother stood up and walked out and then appeared in the kitchen
talking to my Nan. I then floated to the hatch and said to my Nan 'So you made
it to heaven.' My Nan replied, 'No, I just found God.' Then she turned to point
out the window and as she did, I felt myself grow very small as I floated
through the hatch. Then I floated towards the window and there was a net curtain
on the window. I floated between the fibers of the of the curtain without
disturbing them. In a great rush, I flew towards the sky and it was the
most dazzling blue I had ever seen. I felt at peace.
A few years before my Nan died and I was feeling very philosophical. I once said
to her, 'God is the horizon I run towards and even if I never touch it I will
always run towards it'. And that 'the sky was the horizon between this world and
the next'. I feel that this dream was her parting gift to me.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? Throughout the dream
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
Same
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
scale of things seem to have less meaning.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Same
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Awe
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (life after death)?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly lifes
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly lifes
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
My Nan was very spiritual but at he time I was studying Physics at
university.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
My
experience directly resulted in:
Moderate changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
There is meaning and purpose to this life.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
No
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was probably real
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Maybe I approach things differently
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Uncertain