Ana D's
ADC
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My second experience was while visiting a friend in Florida. Earlier in the evening while watching TV, a large water bug walked across the floor and my friend killed it. That night I was awakened by the sound of something walking across the floor coming towards my bed. I thought at first that it was a very large water bug, and I turned on the light, and there was no bug and the experience ended.
When I returned home and in a taxi from the air port, I had a feeling that I should ask the cab driver to turn around and return to the terminal, but I did not. The next day I got a call from the air port that they found my brief case by the baggage claim turnstile, where I must have left it when I picked up my checked luggage. I did not realize that I was missing the brief case until I received the call.
Subsequently, I had several other experiences that included my cat, Mittens, who died a week after my husband. I would hear scratching in the litter box that had been kept in the adjoining bathroom, and then I would hear her coming out of the bathroom across the floor to the bedroom, and I felt her jump up on the bottom of the bed, which was her habit when alive. Of course the litter box was no longer in the bathroom. After awhile, it seemed that she come through the wall from the bathroom into the bedroom, rather than from through the bathroom doorway.
During the following several months their visits were always preceded by the scratching noises and feeling the depression of her landing on the bottom of my bed.
Was this
experience difficult to express in words?
No
Did
you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing,
hearing, feeling or smelling them?
Yes
Did
you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was
communicated:
I only "heard"
the sound of litter box scratching and what seemed liked foot steps across the
floor and I felt the depression on the bed from what seemed like the cat
pouncing up from the floor to the bottom of my bed.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of
you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of
knowing what was communicated?
I heard no
voices just the sounds as described above, and just had a sense that I should
return to the airport terminal.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the
voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?
The sounds from
the litter box, which had been removed, were similar to those of the cat when
alive.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source
present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the
experience?
No
Did
you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the
deceased?
No
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No
Did
you see the deceased?
Yes
I
only experienced my husband as a somewhat larger than life dark shadow. I never
saw my cat, physically.
How clearly
did the deceased appear?
I did
not see my husband clearly, but just as a larger than life opaque, dark shadow.
A bit taller and wider.
How much of
the deceased did you see?
I
only saw some of his garments, like the kaki slacks and the worn belt.
Did the
deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
The
cloths were what he wore as a young man, but the deceased did not appear clearly
enough to tell age. The belt seemed to be one that was well used.
How healthy
did the deceased appear to be?
Could
not make such a determination from the shadow. I wondered if he appeared as a
shadow because he had been cremated.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No
Did
you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the
deceased?
No
Was
the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
The
beginning and end seemed to occur suddenly, last for a relatively short time and
then was just over.
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
No
Did
the deceased give you information you did not previously know?
No
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real
or not real:
I can only say
that what I experienced was real, and I can still recall them, unlike most of my
"dreaming".
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
The
first time I had an experience I was somewhat startled, and the experience was
ended, abruptly, so when additional experiences occurred, I tried to remain calm
and still. I felt not fear.
Was
there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Uncertain
I am
unsure if I could say I experienced emotional healing. I still miss my husband
and tears are in my eyes as I try to answer this question.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
My husband died
12-11-87 and the recollections are now old. I still am brought to tears in
thinking about it all. But I cannot divide it into the best and worst.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
No
Death
Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I did not
experience fears, and was thankful that I did experience what I did.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes,
They did
not seem to have much to say, but found my experience interesting.
Have
you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or
web site?
No
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes