January 2003 there was a message on my tape recorder that I did not understand.  I knew that something was wrong, but what?  It was only seconds of music and some kind of beginning of a movie.  I played it to my friends and I told them that someone is trying to tell me something.  It was spooky, not pleasant at all.

A month later I wake up at 3 in the morning and someone is telling me something that is so awful.  I get up because I can't sleep any more.  All I know is that it can't be true.  It can't be.  I felt so bad that I want to go sick. (my dream was no dream I heard him say `JAG R FAN DD) "I AM DAMN DEAD." HE SAID IT WITH SURPRISE.  HE JUST HAD ACKNOWLEDGED IT HIMSELF.  HE DIED SOMETIMES BETWEEN 3-5 IN THE MORNING.

Was this experience difficult to express in words?  No

Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?            Yes

Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

            Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?  NOW THEY ARE SENDING MESSAGE IN MUSIC SO THAT I CAN KNOW WHAT THEY WANT.

            If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?           I HAVE TAKEN A PHOTOGRAPH ON HIM AFTER HIS DEATH.  HE IS IN THE TELEVISION, BUT THE TV IS NOT TURNED ON.  I EVEN GOT QUESTION ANSWERED TROUGH MUSIC.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      TO BE LEFT DOWN HEAR.  SEPARATIONS NOT FUN

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?            Yes

I HAVE BEEN THRU A LOTT SO I KNOW THEY ARE THERE

Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?        Yes

HE KNEW THAT I MEDITATE AND THAT I BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER THIS

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH HIM, 9 YEARS AGO I TALKED TO MY FATHER WHEN HE LEFT BY AN ACCIDENT.  HE CAME CLEAR TOO.

Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?           No

MY HUSBAND WOKE UP, AND I TOLD HIM

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Yes

Did you become aware of future events?       Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?    

I HAVE BEEN OUT OF MY BODY EARLIER THIS HAPPENED

Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?            Yes

Did you see a light?           Yes

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?   No

 Is there anything else you would like to add regarding your experience?       I HAVE HAD KNOWLEDGE OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO WERE GOING TO THE OTHER SIDE

Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?            No

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?           Yes