Alexandra P ADC
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Experience description:

I was sleeping next door in my grandfather's duplex home, in the finished basement, when I was woken up by my aunt (mom's sister) telling me that my mom wasn't breathing. I ran next door as EMS worked on her. They had the CPR machine on her, upstairs in the hallway. I remained downstairs with my aunt, praying for her to continue the fight, I prayed to give her strength.

They had a slight pulse and brought her down the stairs to the ambulance. I saw her skin white, tube's in her mouth, being carried out with 7 people.

I saw the mess in the hallway and seen the feces on the floor and knew she had passed.

When she got to the hospital, they pronounced her dead.

 Was this experience difficult to express in words? No

 Did you ONLY sense an awareness of presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or smelling them?      No

 Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the deceased?          Yes

           Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was communicated:   Her phone alarm, the vibration.

           Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of knowing what was communicated?     Yes, the night before my mothers funeral, I heard phone vibrations all night. Not coming from my phone or my husband's. I searched and I could not find the source. The next morning my other aunt (from dad's side) heard the same thing.

           If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?     Yes

           Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?   No, it was impossible. I'll hear this vibration when my phone is dead and my husband's ringer is up.

           Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the experience?   No

 Did you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the deceased?         No

 Did you see the deceased?       No

 Did you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased? No

 How long did the experience last?      First night, was all night. Now I hear it for a few minutes in the morning.

 Was the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?       It was a sudden heart attack.

 Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?          Yes

 Anxiety

 How do you currently view the reality of your experience?          Experience was definitely real

           Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real or not real:   I look for the source and after a minute or two, it will stop.

I'll look to see if it was anyone's phone, it's not. Not mine or my husband's.

           Was the experience dream like in any way?  No        

Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:  It's always when I first wake up.

 Was there any emotional healing in any way following the experience? Uncertain

 I feel like she needs something of me, or there is something that needs to be done.

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Accepting my mother isn't here to share my life experiences anymore..

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?      No     

Did the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?  Uncertain     I do believe in the unknown but if I can find a logical reason, I will.

 Death Compacts are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies first will try to contact the other(s).  Have you ever made such a compact?    Uncertain

 She said she would haunt me

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Uncertain My other aunt experience the same thing without me telling her.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Trying to figure out what my mother needs of me.

 Was the experience witnessed or experienced by others?          Yes

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes

 Time moves faster

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Uncertain

 I have very vivid dreams that are out of this world. Literally.

 Did you become aware of future events?      Yes

 I could have swear I've dreamt this all before.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      Yes

The phone vibrations

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No

 Did you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?   No

 Did you see a light?        No

 Did any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location described above?     Uncertain

 I haven't slept anywhere else other than the house.

 Have you shared this experience with others?      

Yes    My aunt experienced the same thing without me telling her, and then I asked others if they experienced the same.

 Have you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?         No

 Were there any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?          No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No 

Did you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event? Yes 

I've came close to death a few times.

 Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes

 Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       Maybe asking more about the spiritual connection with the dead person.

 

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