Alexandra H's
ADC
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I don't remember everything he communicated to me since it was so long ago but there were some big things that still stand out. First thing I asked him was if I could see his death. He showed me in vivid detail, I could see him in the room where he died, I was above him in the top corner of the room watching his death take place. After the funeral (which was after the dream) I arranged with his father to pick up some of my things that Ryan had had at his father's apartment where he was living and where he had also died. I was very curious to see if the blood stains location matched the spot of death in the dream. Before we (I brought two friends who were close to us for support) I told them about the dream and exactly where the blood stain would be, and sure enough, there it was, exactly where it was in the dream.
He also communicated with me a message in words to remind his mother of an occasion that only him and his mother knew about and also to tell her that he was ok, I called her and told her the next day and she was in shock and in tears and very joyous because only he and her knew. She also told me about a few dreams that she and her 2 year old daughter had about him.
Then in the
dream he told me he had to go and that he loved me. He got up, went to the door,
turned around and looked at me lovingly, he told me he loved me and we hugged,
then he told me not to follow him. He opened the door and left it open about a
foot, I peeked through and saw him walking down a dark hall, at the end of it
was a very bright light, he disappeared into it. I wanted to got through the
door and follow him but I knew that I couldn't, that it was impossible and that
if I did it would have consequences. So I grabbed the knob and pulled the door
shut, I walked across the room upset and desired a cigarette and then the
cigarette appeared in between my fingers like magic, I then reached into my
pocket and there was a lighter, when I was about to light my cigarette I woke
up. I looked at my hand and there was no cigarette, it felt so real . . .
Did you hear the deceased or hear something associated with the
deceased?
Yes
Describe what you heard, how clearly you heard it and what was
communicated:
I heard his
voice.
Did the voice or sound seem to originate externally or outside of
you, inside you, or did you not hear a voice or sound, but had a sense of
knowing what was communicated?
the voice was
external and there was another type of communication from the deceased that was
more telepathic in nature.
If you heard a voice or sound, was it similar or dissimilar from the
voice or sound the deceased made when they were alive?
The was exactly
what it was in life.
Is there any possibility what you heard was from any other source
present in the surroundings at the time of your experience?
no
Was there any possible impairment to your hearing at the time of the
experience?
no
Did
you feel a touch or experience any physical contact from the
deceased?
Yes
i was
hugged.
Was the
touch familiar or unfamiliar?
it felt
familiar, it felt like I was being hugged by him in life.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
no
Did
you see the deceased?
Yes
He
was wearing the same clothes that he wore in life, he appeared the same as he
did in life.
How clearly
did the deceased appear?
solid
How much of
the deceased did you see?
all
Did the
deceased appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
he
appeared to be the same age as when he died.
How healthy
did the deceased appear to be?
He
looked the same healthy young man that he was.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in the surroundings
at the time of your experience?
no
Did
you smell a distinct smell, scent, fragrance or odor associated with the
deceased?
Yes
What smell, scent, fragrance or odor did you smell?
he wore jovan
musk every day and he smelled like it.
Was the smell, scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
it was
familiar.
Was anything communicated by the smell?
no
Is there any possibility that the smell, scent, fragrance or odor
was from any other source present in the surroundings at the time of your
experience?
no
How
long did the experience last?
the
dream felt like an hour
Was
the beginning and end of the experience gradual or more sudden?
the
beginning and end felt sudden.
Could you sense the emotions or mood of the deceased?
Yes
Did
the deceased give you information you did not previously know?
yes, he
gave me a message to give to his mother, it was an experience that only they
shared and something no one else knew about but I cant remember exactly what it
was.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience?
Experience was
definitely real
Please explain why you view the reality of your experience as real
or not real:
I felt it was
real because of the validity of the information that I received.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Uncertain
Describe in detail your feelings/emotions during the experience:
I felt
confused, and calm, and I was quiet, and at times sad.
Was
there any emotional healing in any way following the experience?
Yes
I
felt better about his death and I was happy to know that he's ok.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was
seeing him and knowing that he is ok, the worst was not being able to go through
the door and be with him.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Describe:
I value life
more, I'm working hard at school, I've made a complete change in paths and I am
determined to have success because I've realized that life is short and should
be values and not wasted and that's what Ryan would like me to do.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
I
believe in life after death now and possibly God.
Did
the experience give you any spiritual understandings such as life, death,
afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Well
the different form of communication was very interesting and has lead me to
research it and learn more about telepathy, I might have never known much about
it if it wouldn't have happened in the dream. Also the white light is very
intriguing, Im curios about what it was, was it God? was it a spirit guide? an
angel?
Death
Compacts
are when two or more living people promise among themselves that whoever dies
first will try to contact the other(s). Have you ever made such a
compact?
Yes
A few
times when we were together when he was alive we talked about ghosts and how if
either of us died we would hang around each other and someday be together after
death.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
Yes I
verified the story that he told me about his mother with his mother.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
confusion,
sadness, aggravation, calm.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Uncertain
I
discovered telepathy and saw the light.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
I've
had more dreams about the deceased.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
Did
you meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
Yes
I
felt like the white light may have been a being.
Did
you see a light?
Yes
The
white light at the end of the hall.
Did
any part of your experience seem to occur in a place other than the location
described above?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
His
family members were delighted, and they shared a few dreams that they had about
him too, his aunt thinks that we are soul mates after I told her.
Have
you shared this experience formally or informally with any other researcher or
web site?
No
Were there any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
you ever in your life have a near-death experience, out of body experience or
other spiritual event?
Yes
When
I had food poisoning I floated about my body for a very short period.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes